Animal Abuse

A cold wind hit me, sending shivers up my spine. My paws were frozen, the ice clinging onto my fur numbing my skin. A collar was placed around my neck. A steel chain was attached. My food bowl was empty. The ribs in my dieing body showed through the thin layer of fur I had. My stomach burned with hunger, for I only ate when I was told. If death could come to me and end the suffering, I would be in a more peacufull reality. The sick truth is that death seems appealing to me now, when most people want to live forever. I wanted to die forever. People say animals cant cry, if I could my tears would be frozen to my face right now.

Millions of forgotten souls are effected by animals abuse. They have no voices. No power to scream out. Humans have voices but we don't seem to use them in the right way. Humans seem to keep there mouths shut. Acting as though it can all go away. The more we push this world wide problem away the more these animals are going to vanish. These people who seem to think that they have more power over animals, seem to be the ones who want to hurt something because there life sucks. They have absolutley no power they just think they can call them selves superiour because they can chain up a dog and make it suffer. This just shows how vulnerable you are to thinking that pain is a good emotion to feel. What's the point in making something COMPLETLEY innocent suffer, when you have no self gain in it. Is trying to take away somethings life suppose to make you fall asleep at night as if you accomplished something? The reality is that you have NOT accomplished anything. What you're really doing is ripping a souls life away, destroying it. I think the consequences on this should be much higher. If there's no change in our socitey then how are people suppose to stop. How are people suppose to stop the killing? If you're killing a living thing then why shouldent you be locked in jail forever? People tend to think that animals are nothing. Animals are nothing because we make them seem like that. Why should something suffer without being heard? When somebody hurts a human being its all "OMG THATS TERRIBLE"- of course it should be like this but shouldent the same reaction be shown when this happens to an animal. The only thing we do is shrug it off, as if its nothing. Obviousley humanity has to start opening there eyes and realizing what has to be done to help the suffering. We say that we're making a change but the only change I see is the silence of the animals. And silence isent a good thing. Silence means there is nothing being done.


A darkness casted over me. This darkness was peacful. It blocked out the cold, the wounds on my back, the ice that froze my paws. This was the peace I had been looking for all along. I was not saved. Justice did not come when I needed it most. I guess I asked for to much. I guess having a warm home, food, and most of all love was to big of a wish. One thing turned out right in my short life. Death had found me and was now embracing me in it's warm presence. My body lay lifeless in the snow. Small specs of white covered my body suffocating me in the cold. I beat the odds of reality. I know I did cry that day. I felt the warm tears hit my nose. These are the warm tears that had froze on my lifeless body. The ones that had held everything in it's place.

Love- as in family

My last blog was about love, how it inflicts on other peoples lives. Well this blog will be on love to, but not the the type that you share with a boyfriend or girlfriend. This love is the one that runs through every bodies family. The relations that run through a family are very important, because they are the ones that define what kind of character you have. My last blog was about how love can all change our lives, well my friend thought that your families love is always going to be there no matter how bad situations get. She stated : People will always ask how many boyfriends you had, but when someones asks you how many mothers you had, the answer will always be one. This one statement says alot. Its shows that no matter what happens, how far you are away from your loved ones they will always be the ones that will remain in you heart forever. The feeling of having a boyfriend or girlfriend may be the best, but does anybody ever remember the times,where you were having a break down and your family were the ones to build you up before your whole life just fell apart. No boyfriend or girlfriend has the capacity to stay with you for there whole life. Like come on, no one does that. After all your mental break downs, I`m pretty sure they would of gotten sick of you by now. When something gets so big that nobody can help you, who do you turn to when you have no family left. Everybody seems to take their family for granted. Sure you`re not going to look at all the horrific outcomes that could happen. But just for once, think about what you have gone through with them, how many times they have been there for you. In reality your family will never run away from you. The only time they'll be running away.............is with you.






Dedicated to Alex : )

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What Is True Love?

The moment you saw "his" face you thought that this would be the breaking point in your life. The moment where you would meet the guy who fufilled all your dreams, the man who had it all. Well there is no perfect moment in wich a girl can fall in love. Some people say it comes naturally, and some people say that its based on the time and place. Like the theory that everything has a purpose and a place,and our universe is not based on randomness. Well really what's the point in having a relationship if it was based on purpse, if it was meant to be.How about if you wanted to change it around, to change the face of reality. Well this is the trouble about love. Nobody knows when it's going to hit you. When it's going to spread it over powering hypnosess on you. This is the love that will change you life forever.
You know how people say that love is a drug that everybody is addicted to? Well what if it's not. What if its the passion and emotion that you show towards a certain person that determines your fate together. In my opinion I think that love can come in any age. Sure you can supposedley "fall in love" when your 13. But did you ever think that this may just be your insecurity or your low self esteem to hold onto somebody as long as you can, untill theres nothing left in between you. There are certain types of love......such as your highschool crush. This is the type of love that is based on first reactions. The ones that are classified under chemistry. Of course you fall asleep every night thinking about this person, but everybody seems to look in the long run. I don't think that looking in the future in where you relationship could be will benifit you in any way. What happend to living in the moment? Isent the more important thing is how you feel right now, and not what you feel the next day? Another question has affected me in an odd way. Why is it when you say"forever" feels as though it's some sort of mystery. Well this mystery is the compassion in true love. A true love doesent neccessarily have to last your whole life. A true love is the fufillment in your heart. Its the kind of love that makes you feel as though nothing can brake you apart. The love that tortues your soul until you cant take it. Well is this the devestating end of a perfect relation ship? Or the start of a beautifull beginning. You know how not one girl can never experience the perfect moment of love........It's because nobody interperates love in the same way. We manage to love in a way that makes it perfect for eachother.

The Lovely Bones

I recently watched a movie "The Lovely Bones". In my opinion I found this movie very moving in the sence that it showed the conept between life and death beautifully. It clearley showed the relations between the killer ( Mr. Harvery ) and Suzie. This movie takes off in the 1970's-1980's. An odd man named Mr . Harvey moves into town. Suzie takes her usuall route through the corn field to reach her house. This is when she has her first and last encounter with this man. Mr. Harvey slowley trys to lure in Suzie into an underground hole in which he supposedly made for the neighbourhood kids. Surely this sounds as a warm welcome to the 14 year old. So she follows Mr. Harvey into this hole where he starts a genuine talk with this girl. Suspision reaches Suzie when Mr. Harvey states that it's "Kinda hot in here". Taking off his coat Suzie realizes that something is offset about this man. Unsure what to do, Suzie sits a while hoping things will cool off. Matters just seem to get worse, and Mr. Harveys gestures seem to be striking on the "odd" side. Suzies attempts to escape but it ends in a failure. Mr. Harvey's adrenaline kicks in, the fear of his attack getting out into public, he grabs Suzie and pulls her down to where he brutally kills her. This is when the distress and depression hits the family. The whole story picks up from this point. The desperate search for Suzie has no impact on her. Justice does not come, and she is clearley dead, but her spirtit ( as some people may say ) watches her family'a desperate efforts to track her killer. She does not clearley see her family but theres certain objects in the movie that symbolize the moments she spent with her family. Her father had all the clues but could not put them together. He was determined to fufill the need to find the person responsible in killing his daughter. What really bothered me about this movie was that the detectives looked at all the wrong people. Like HELLO some man moved in next door and nobody has ever been killed before he moved there! Like why not look at the clues, they're infront of your faces. The Salmons kept telling the detectives that they suspect Mr. Harvey murdered Suzie....But NO he just could not listen to them. Maybe if the detectives looked into the case then Mr.Harvey would of been stopped before he moved onto his next victim. He's killed like over 10 people. What is he going to get away with it without any consequences? I guess that back then this was not made to be a big deal and society never experienced the death of a child caused by another human. So this movie made me realy think. What's better. The will to live on knowing that you know you did something wrong and still have the power to repeat your mistakes without regret. Or to live knowing that you admitted to your mistakes but still know that you destroyed the lives around you. As the movie said " I don't think he realized how much a father could love his daughter ". Maybe the concept of love never applyed to this man and he needed to bias his life on the misery of the people around him. Needless to say, this man never realized what he did wrong and yearned for the satisfaction of another murder. As I said this movie was moving, but it really made you think. What was better for Suzie....The fact that she realized how to let go of the ones she loved, or realize that her death had made her family have stronger ties, connecting them all in a way they could relate to eachother.